Tuesday, November 27, 2007

I want to run away...
Why do I want to run away?

Just some thought from last night:
I gotta get through the desert to get to the promised land
I gotta get through the pain
I may not turn back in fear
I do not want to walk in the desert for 40 years and then die there

Why do I want to run away?
Out of fear?
Out of lack of trust in God?
Because I do not want to take possession of the promised land?
Because I'm afraid of the giants?

I'm very selfish and self-pity-ful
Depressed?
Up and so easily down
Trusting in my self?
Instead of Christ?
Yeah, I guess that's it...

I want to close my eyes
and sleep
and not wake up
'till I'm in heaven

I want to say goodbye to all my worries
To all my fears
of rejection
and hurt
and loneliness

I want to trust in God
I want to go to sleep

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