Tuesday, December 18, 2007

I need to change my life badly

(a) Prioritites

As is (roughly):
1) Porn
2) Carol
3) Work
4) TV
5) Music
6) God
7) Friends

Desired:
1) God
2) Carol
3) Work
4) Friends
5) Music
6) TV


(b) Thinking

As is (often):
- Hopeless
- Depressed
- Stagnant
- Condemning
- Faithless
- I-centered
- Self-pitying

Desired:
- God-centered
- Self-denying
- Joyful
- Hopeful
- Trusting


(c) Lifestyle

As is:
- Staying up late unreasonably
- Getting to work late
- Sleeping little
- Working little
- No time for God
- No time for Carol

Desired:
- Regular eight-hour sleep
- Getting up at 6:30 weekdays and before 8 weekends
- Getting to work early
- Working full eight hours
- Time with God instead of TV or other things
- Time and energy for Carol
- Keeping my place and life in order (cleanliness, finances, etc.)


(d) What can I do?

Pray over this list

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