i've been a jerk but i can change. i can't just off-load everything onto God. i gotta pray and ask Him for what i need but i need to use that to change.
(a) managing my sleep (it's been bad since last week again, that's why it's been going downhill)
(b) trust in Him (my attitude just constantly turns sour)
(c) love for carol (i'm lacking so much)
(d) trusting carol (struggling with that right now)
yeah, otherwise i'll freak out.