"nevertheless, i won't stay down. i won't. no matter what happens now. God's forgiven, He's lifted me up again. So, after 28 days, back to day #1. and again i choose not to do that stuff anymore."
~ me two years ago
28 days, baby, 28 days ... yeah, it's possible
4 days later i'm saying this:
"everyone hates me... what's the point in living anymore... honestly... why not commit suicide? i'm serious."
that kinda explains where things went bad :( maybe that explains some of the bitterness. oh, the hurt that sin causes in relationships and in general.