dear friends, i know some of you are thinking pretty highly of me. this is only an indication how easy it is to live a half-hearted christian life while making everyone believe that one is on fire for Jesus.
friends, i have to confess that i am a half-hearted christian. no, i didn't deceive anyone consciously and this is beside the point anyway. the point is that i want to make a new start, humbling myself, and letting God work in me. i know i am weak and try to evade His searching eye very often but He is stronger and He knows ways to bring me to Him. I want to follow Him again full-heartedly and be honest with myself, you and Him.